Sunday, January 11, 2015

So I'm Single Again...

I know some of you are thinking, "Damn, that was quick!"

I have concluded that Yellow Bone and I are only meant to be friends. She didn't do anything wrong. I'm just not feeling a relationship with her anymore. 

I broke the news to her today. She took it well. Maybe she shared my thoughts....I don't know. I'm glad it was pain free. 

On the other hand, I'm REALLY beginning to worry about my future prospects. I will be turning 30 years old in July. I don't have any kids. I don't have a girlfriend to one day marry. It's scary to think it may not happen for me, but I'm realistic. It's hard as hell to find a quality, childless, black woman after 30 who doesn't come with a shit load of baggage and is comfortable with her sexuality. Perhaps this is the MAIN reason I fell back in with Yellow Bone. 

I'm going to try hard NOT to think about this stuff. I've told myself that when love comes I will welcome it with open arms, but until then I'm not settling. 

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