Sunday, January 29, 2012

EMAYA: My Favorite Lesbians Are Back!


My favorite lesbians of color are back and I'm loving them. I know I'm too damn old to watch this show (it's supposed to be for teens) but I watch it anyway just to see these two. The last time I saw them (in the episode up above) Maya confessed to hooking up with a boy while away at rehab camp (?). That shit pissed me off because any thought of a bisexual usually makes me ill, but I'm willing to overlook it this ONE time because I love the character and actress so much.

I know this is a family channel but I want to see some sex or at least a little more tongue action.

Anyway team EMAYA forever!

Thursday, January 26, 2012

The Afro Is A Pussy Magnet!

Fuck what the world thinks about black hair is the shit! 

I can't even begin to tell you how often I am stopped by random strangers in Atlanta, who are in awe of my AFRO. I mean they literally stop me on the street to tell me how much they love my hair!

Today I was leaving the grocery store on my way to my car when a car pulled out of a parking space and pulled up beside me. My first thought was "Oh shit...I'm about to be robbed or something." It didn't happen!

A fat black chick rolled down the window and said, "I LOOOOVE YOUR HAIR. It is so great and rare to see a NATURAL black woman and you look good too! It fits you!"

My heart stopped jumping and I smiled. "Thank you" was all I could say. Had she been 150 pounds lighter, 20 years younger with a better looking face, I probably would have tried to holler!

I get a lot of compliments from people about my hair. Blacks and whites alike just love to tell me how much they like my hair. I get so many compliments on my hair that I think my Afro might be a better pussy magnet than the cute little puppy I was thinking of buying and taking to Piedmont park (nothing but pussy there on Sundays and a cute animal will get you noticed).

I can't blame the folks that stare at my hair. I have a thick head of soft jet black Afro hair. I love my hair. I love natural hair on black women too (a rare find these days). So I can understand the awe. But man...I wish it was enough to pull me a quality black woman with HER OWN natural hair. I would NEVER cut my hair if that happens!

Saturday, January 21, 2012

The Father Of My Future Children

A few weeks ago I met a gay black man that I actually like! Can you believe it? I certainly can't believe it.

He is 23 years old and college educated. He is masculine. He is good-looking. He wants children. I like him because he is about his business and he doesn't carry himself like the typical gay black man in Atlanta.

He and I talked about children.  He wants to have his first child in about two years. I want to have my first child in about three years. I told him I REFUSE to have a child without first meeting Ms. Right. I also explained my belief that EVERY child should have a good productive FATHER in their life. He agreed and said the same thing about children having a mother.

To make a long story short, he and I talked about having children together.  We will see if that actually happens. This chapter of my life will be ongoing so check back for possible updates....

Sunday, January 1, 2012

It's 2012 Which Means It's Time To Get It!

It's the first day of 2012 and this is the year I've decided to stop making excuses. I'm a writer. I've always known writing was my calling. In the past graduate school was my excuse for not writing my bestselling novel. Well those excuses are out the window now. Even though I still have issues I'm starting to believe that's life! I will never again have a clear mind. That shit ceased when I hit adulthood and found myself fending for myself. Now I'm on my own and I have to make the best of it.

My future...

If you've followed this blog from the beginning you should know my goal was to write, produce and direct a black lesbian web series. Well that didn't exactly work out because I kept getting sidetracked. Now I'm getting back down to business. However, I'm taking a different approach. You all know I work in a library and librarianship is my career of choice. I've been following the rise of e-books for some time. I believe e-books are the wave of future. Hard copy books are not going anywhere. Unlike CDs, which were replaced by MP3 etc., the same thing is not going to happen to books. Overall I believe most people still perfer to hold books and flip pages. I am one of those people. Still I see the mass appeal of e-books. I also see the potential e-books present for people like me who desire to publish our own work.

I am going to publish my black lesbian series as e-books. Each story will cost .99 cent. The e-books will be available on this blog, Amazon, the kindle, the nook, and the Ipad!

About the series...

My black lesbian series was inspired in large part by the reality that I cannot find quality black lesbian fiction. All the ish I run across usually is erotica. Romance, love, committment...all of those things are usually missing. If by chance these things are present the writing usually sucks. These books typically focus on sex and they make lesbianism look like a fetish. We, lesbians, have feelings too. I plan to capture those feeling on paper.

Because I was pratically raised on soap operas (thank you grandma) the books will run as a series. My characters will be well developed and educated. They will be what I want to read. No stereotypes. No hood fiction. Simply love, romance, cheating, lying, stealing, abuse...but with educated flawed individuals. My lesbian character will also represent the black women I would love to date.

A friend told me I could get mad pussy by seducing women with my writing. At the time I chuckled when she said that, but she might have been onto something. Women look at me differently when they know I'm capable of writing something they long for someone to whisper in their ear. As flattering as that sounds, I'm doing it first and foremost because this is what I love to do. Second, I want to read some quality black lesbian fiction. And third because I want to be a PAID writer. I need loot just like the next chick.

So keep checking this blog for some updates. I'm going to take a step back to work on this project. Hopefully next time I post it will be an update on my progress.
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