Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Calling All Big Butts With A Smile!

It's official--I am now on skype. If you want to chat with your favorite lesbian blogger hit me up at lez.intellect on skype. I don't want to hear from MEN or STUDS. Nothing personal. I would rather chat with chicks not dudes of chicks with dicks. So if you are a woman and you got a fat ass and some thighs (kidding) hit me up. I would love to hear from other lesbians in the Atlanta, Georgia area. If you're not from the Atlanta area I would still like to hear from you. So hit me up to chat!

Thursday, June 9, 2011

My Desire For True Love

I've been researching my roots. I'm really into genealogy right now. For weeks it has consumed my life. Every time I find one new fact I have a desire to learn more. So I keep searching. In learning about my family tree I have come to see how important family is and why I need to get serious about starting one.

In each branch of my family tree, from the mid-19th century to the 1960s, my ancestors were all married, all had their children within wedlock, and they all had between 7-15 kids. Can you just imagine that? My mama told me they had alot of kids because they needed them to work the land. I think it had more to do with the fact that there wasn't any form of birth control, and they had a better outlook on family than black folks do today.

I started thinking what life must have been like for my ancestors. Family was all they had. It was the only thing that was guaranteed in their lives. I envy them. I want so badly to find true love again. I had it once and I want it again. I want a family. I want kids. I am going on twenty-six years old this year and I can almost hear the clock ticking in my ears. I guess this is what happens when you find yourself growing older. In the back of my mind I keep telling myself, "First you have to find a staple woman to have children with...get that part done first." Ironically this seems to be the hardest part to achieve. My career is finally on track. I have a huge interview coming up this Monday. My finances are finally on track..I can't complain about money. It's just that personal part of me that seems empty and I don't know how to fill it.
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