Monday, May 4, 2015

A Rant...

I am officially DONE trying to find my ideal black woman. I'm think I'm officially done with black women period...

In two months I will be thirty years old. In my head, I always imagined I would be married at this point and expecting my first child. Nevertheless, things haven't exactly gone as planned. I spent an entire decade (my twenties) searching for a black woman who isn't fat as hell, doesn't have kids, has her own damn hair, and has some education/business about herself. And over and over again, I have come up empty handed. 

Most of my twenties have been documented on this blog. One look through my archives and you will see I have been bitching and complaining about the same lack of quality since 2009 when I started this blog!

This shit is depressing. 

At first I thought it was just Atlanta. This city has an abundance of hoodrats, obese manly looking studs, and single mothers with fatherless children. However, now I just believe this is the state of the black community period! Every place I look, everything I see, points to the overall degradation of African Americans period. As a collective, we have fallen the fuck off!

Gone are the classy on-point black women. They've been replaced by a generation of habitual bastard makers, ratchets, and "don't-give-a-fuck-how-I-look-when-I-go-out-in-public" hoodrats. 

When I'm out in the streets I see nothing but hoodrats and fat ass studs! Seriously, there are so many studs here that these chicks might as well date each other. 

And what really kills me is these chicks who have had children with deadbeat men expect you (as in single childless folks) to just be cool with having a ready-made family. They expect you to be cool with the reality that the special little place you were supposed to share with your significant other (i.e., parenthood) is also shared by a faceless nigga, who dropped his cum and got the hell out of dodge.

I don't know why in the hell some of these retarded ass black women (both gay and straight) can't see how having out of wedlock children has FUCKED UP the black community, and black relationships. I don't understand why they don't see how someone like me might feel repulsed at the thought of being with them and by extension their children. 

It's gotten to the point now where I'm starting to believe I'm seriously going to end up marrying outside of my race. God knows I've been fighting it, but that appears to be where I'm headed. 

Am I sad about it? Yes, because I honestly want a black family. However, I can't waste another decade waiting for the right black woman to come along. I'm not going to wait. 

I want love. I want happiness. I want a spouse. I want kids. 
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